I am in abyss....

Painting by Sejuti Biswas I retreat in my shell, Coiled are my emotions in a knot, So tight, unable to loosen, Trust was thwarted, Beliefs are threatened, Imprisoned in mess, Wondered and wondered, Ever I would be free. Bereft of sleep, Tears die, Eyes are dry, I see and see, Moments fly. Pitter-Patter, Pitter-Patter, Droplets of rain on the leaflets, The little squirrel; nodding his head, Spraying the drops in happiness, Little robin wish to play, Greenish hue in display, Beam of sunlight in array, Closing my eyes, I abandon myself, To assimilate the rain, Paving the way for the pain to flee, Shackles I break. To be free, Consciousness is restored, Peace is with me.