I am in abyss....
    Painting by Sejuti Biswas     I retreat in my shell,   Coiled are my emotions in a knot,   So tight, unable to loosen,   Trust was thwarted,   Beliefs are threatened,   Imprisoned in mess,   Wondered and wondered,   Ever I would be free.     Bereft of sleep,   Tears die,   Eyes are dry,   I see and see,   Moments fly.     Pitter-Patter, Pitter-Patter,   Droplets of rain on the leaflets,   The little squirrel; nodding his head,   Spraying the drops in happiness,   Little robin wish to play,   Greenish hue in display,   Beam of sunlight in array,     Closing my eyes,   I abandon myself,   To assimilate the rain,   Paving the way for the pain to flee,   Shackles I break.   To be free,   Consciousness is restored,   Peace is with me.